last day of lovely

Today, I'll let time do its thing

Today, I'll be remembering all the words that were spoken

Today, I'll be waiting for someone that could define my happiness

Today is the last day of lovely

under the sheets, and it's killing me

When people can't seem to fall asleep even though they're already lying on their comfy beds, does that mean it's a sign telling them that they are still not finished on what they're suppose to do on that day?

What if you woke up at 2 in the morning, and realizing that you haven't talked to..let's say person X. Would it make a difference if you dialed person X's number? Would person X answer in the first place?

What if you forgot to check your mail, opened your facebook account, twitter, plurk, stalk someone (STAALK?!) or whatever it is that you're doing on your computer, would you still do it...at 2am? :/

What if you forgot to say thanks, or say sorry to person Y? Would you still push it..at 2am? :/

I think there are things that we seem to oversee or things that we were suppose to do that bugs us not to sleep. I always wake up at around 2-3am. I tried to go back to sleep but I can't. Is there something that I'm taking for granted? Is there something that I haven't been able to appreciate? Is there someone that I must talk to?

Would it complete your day?
Would you complete person X's or person Y's day?
Would you have this sense of fulfillment that would eventually put you on your 100 percent sleepy state?

What is this thing that's waking people up? Could it be our own self that's telling us to do the things that we should have done? Could it be our conscience? our ego perhaps? Why is something wakes us up in the middle of our deep sleep?
I have so many questions :/

Is this because I'm afraid to face something or someone that going into a deep slumber is my way to escape everything?

I have surreal issues, pft. What's with me today.

let's get these teen hearts beating faster,faster

What would you do if a guy's face is thisclose to yours? (What if this guy is someone you really really REALLY like)

a) Move away
b) Er! Kiss him you nimrod!
c) Wait until he does something more than just putting his face near yours.
d) You absolutely have no idea what to do so you just make a nervous laughter and pretend that nothing happened.

My answer? I DON'T KNOOW.
I my head..it's all..I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M SUPPOSE TO DO.
Sheesh, I'm gonna say I don't know again

I DON'T KNOW!


I really can't say stuff like this to anyone, (good thing my blog only reaches 12 people) haha