nasagot ko na yung lrt thought/dilemma ko :D

ano pang meron sa buhay?
LOOVE!

yeah, at di ito yung lovey-dovey love. It's charity :)

Kanina, nagvolunteer ako sa Eskwela@tbp, isang catechism and academic tutorial for kids. Grabe ang saya!


Syempre nung una nahihiya pa ko kasi bago lang ako at ngayon lang ako nakapag volunteer sa ganung thing. Tapos pag dating namin dun sa site, nakita ko sa mga muka ng mga kids na sobrang excited sila na makita kami. Sobrang volunteer sila sa pagbuhat ng mga study materials at talagang super hug sila. To think na bago pa lang ako, parang ang tagal ko na silang nakasama. Ang saya mag storytelling at mag discuss ng mgal lessons sa kanila, talagang active sila pati sa pagsagot.

Ito na siguro yung something na wala sakin. Kasi naman puro aral o kaya puro petiks, nu ba yun gurl,haha.. hindi naman yata maganda na masayang yung buhay mo sa ganun lang. Kakaibang feeling, ibang klaseng happiness.

HAPPY!

:)

yeah!

i soooo love RANDOM

random
random
random

basta masaya :D

sa lrt

nung nasa lrt ako kanina, wala lang, straight face, bangag pa sa ginawang cramming na report, bigla ko na lang naisip ang kaisipang ito: ganun lang ba talaga ang pwedeng gawin sa buhay? aalagaan ka ng magulang, magaaral ka, magtatrabaho, mag aasawa, mag kaka anak, apo, magpapa alaga sa mga anak, after nun, hinihintay mo na lang yung moment na iiwan mo na yung mundo.

er! ganun lang ba talaga ang dapat mangyari sa mga buhay natin?

kanina sa lrt, may nakita akong matanda. natanong ko sa sarili ko kung ano kaya naging buhay niya? ganung kaisipan rin ba yung pinaniniwalaan nya?

parang naisip ko, sana maiba naman yung "typical" na buhay. Sana hindi lang ganyan yung pangarap ng karamihan. ugh! di ko maexplain ng sobra, di ako magaling sa words!

ano pa ba ang pwedeng gawin sa buhay? pwede kaya na bata ka pa lang, ikaw na yung magddecide kung ano gusto mo gawin. Yung tipong susuportahan ka ng mga magulang mo sa lahat at hindi ka nila "iccontrol". Tsaka, yung mga trabaho ba na kinukuha ng mga tao e yung kung saan sila masaya o dahil yung sweldo nila eh sapat na para masustain nila yung pangangailangan ng kanilang pamilya?

sana hindi lang yung pagiging doktor, abogado o engineer yung magaling na nakikita natin. Ang daming magagaling na artists, composers, at mga professions na never heard. At sana, mabuksan yung isip natin na malaya tayo. malayang gawin kung saan tayo magaling at kung saan talaga natin gustong ilaan yung mga taon ng buhay natin.

Siguro kaya sikat yung mga taong sikat, hehe. kasi kahit masama o mabuti yung ginawa nila, sila yung "iba". Sila yung hindi natakot na kumawala sa kaisipang typical.

Ganito ako ng ganito pero isa rin naman ako sa karamihan. Gusto ko talagang maging doktor. Siguro dahil na rin sa paniniwala ng mga magulang ko na yung edukasyon ang pinakamahalaga sa lahat. Yung edukasyon na math and science a. Hindi yung edukasyon na holistic.hehe.

Naniniwala talaga ko na marami pang pwedeng gawin sa buhay. Kaso hindi ko alam kung ano yung mga yun kasi sobrang nasa typical na level lang talaga ko. Sana may milagrong mangyari na maging whirlwind at kakaiba mga mangyayari sakin. Para naman naenjoy ko buhay ko :D


At sa mga taong nakakabasa ng blag ko, haha. Diba?! nu pa bang meron sa buhay?

say aaaah

7am- Good morning world! :)

12pm- Good afternoon world! :D

10pm- Good night world! :)))))

Today is smile day.. It feels gooooood!
Monday is not so bad after all.
My head is floating with hearts and flowers and I'm loving every minute of it :3

Outlast lipstain makeup review

yay! it's my first makeup review!

I have been searching for a good lip stain with a nice price tag,haha.
I prefer using lip stains than lipgloss because it looks natural and I'm not a fan of "greasy-looking" lips which most lipgloss give.

Saw this new product from Cover Girl called Outlast lipstain. It has a very interesting packaging because it looks like an ordinary marker.
Choosing the right color is tricky because it does not match well with the packaging's color. Testing it first is a must! (Di ko tinesting yung sakin, tinanong ko lang sa saleslady kung ano yung pink)haha

I got color#415 which is called Teasing Blush. Initially I though it was going to look like a sheer pinkish hue but when I applied it, it has this color of light crimson. It still looks great though. I achieved this extra extra just-bitten effect :))

It smells pretty nice and it's so neat to apply. It lasts for 3-4 hours and won't fade even if you eat something greasy. The stain won't dry your lips, ever. It goes well with a lip balm or a sheer lipgloss for that natural effortless look.

My main concern is that it does not indicate when will the product run out of the "stain" since the packaging is not transparent and the liquid inside can't be seen.

I would give this product a score of 8.5 over 10

it keeps playing in my head

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like a bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

-Smile by Uncle Kracker

<3

Euphorbia milli

Euphorbia milli

Took this photo 2 years ago. I really love taking pictures of flowers with my digital camera,haha. I made an edited version but I think this one is better :3

serenity, calmness, peace, love

Today is a blessing :)

I wasn't able to study last night because all of my reserved ATP's were gone. I only read half of the lessons for the exam. My headache was still ever present. I was planning to finish reading the other half at our lunch break.

Then a miraculous thing happened like all the angels were singing in a harmonious melodic song of Alleluia. Break time was extended from 2 hours to.. 4 hours! I had more time to really study and concentrate.

When the exam came, I wasn't so bad at all. And I was pretty sure that my answers were right.haha

Stress level today is now ZERO.

I am now in a blissful place :3

serenity, calmness, peace, love <3

A day with the dead

Went to the cemetery today. We practically surveyed the dead,haha. I have noticed these lovely mausoleums that has a distinct Gothic style. They're soo pretty. But then I've noticed that there were people residing in it! It was exploited. SAD

When I was doing some math in calculating the ages of these surveyed dead people, i was pretty shocked that most of them died at a range of 70-75. Would that practically mean that at this age range we're susceptible to a gazillion of diseases? So! Since I'm 19, (75-19 = 56) I still have 56 years to live! (WOW ang haba pa pala nun)haha.

I was pretty curious on how these people died, in my data, I also got some teens and a couple of children. What could have happened if they were able to live? Would the world change? Would I be able to meet one of them?

Speaking of meeting a person that died,I would now imagine myself to be Ned from Pushing Daisies a bit :D I think I would like to meet these people:

• King Tut - being a young king, how was he able to handle all these responsibilities? what really caused his death? what does he look like? (kinda had a crush on him when i was little, hello?! his mask is...handsome)
• Grace Kelly- aah, Princess Grace.. it would be okay not to talk to her, I'll just stare at her face :D
• A Victim of the so-called "Spontaneous human combustion" - is it for real, eh?
• Marie Antoinette- the fashion, the lifestyle, the cake!haha
• Andres Bonifacio- maybe he would inspire me to love my country more :)
• Salvador Dali- he made me love surrealism, I think he'll be a nice companion (the mustache says it all)
• St. Peter- nakasama, nakita, nakausap niya si Jesus!
  

Lemme have Ned's power pleeaaasee!

Death is scary. But not living is scarier. The ecology exercise made me realize that I'm so blessed to be breathing and walking and doing things that these people who passed away can't now.
A few months back, I really want to vanish. It was a stupid thought. I love life, I love my life right now. I'm in place where I want to be :) Hooray!

So you, cheer up! Live! Dance! Appreciate! Smile!

uh oh

FCUK..I REALLY LIKE YOU

New place

There are so many things that could be done in the internet. The most useful thing for me is that I could find some "info" in making school papers (read: copy paste). haha..Then there's facebook, plurk, multiply, youtube, lookbook..blah blah. . which would triple my time in finishing the more important things. And now this!haha. Making "real" blogs.

Actually, this is fun. I could do anything here. (tumbling!) (swimming!) (eating while tumbling while swimming!) haha

Anyway! I'll be posting my thoughts, obsessions, nonsense stuff, and whatever :B

weehee!